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drippin_blood
22 May 2012 @ 11:48 pm
The days,
when my emotions are running through my mind. 
when thoughts are trying to escape through my head. 
I sit there trying to get it all sort out, thinking where went wrong.. 
Sometimes, I couldn't get an answer. 
Instead memories from the past came back; nostalgic. 

I nearly left the real me on the shelf & walked away being someone whom I am not.

xoxo
sachikoyiping


 
 
Current Mood: blankblank
Current Music: OOR - chaosmyth
 
 
drippin_blood
22 May 2012 @ 10:45 pm

long awaited weekends are here! i mean it's already over. but i enjoyed it. yay~

as usual, nothing new, japanese class till 4pm. 
& there's a pokemon event at shaw house's isetan! 

PIKACHUUUUUU ♥



the mascot is actually mad kawaii, which i actually thought it's gonna be normal. 
& i actually made a comment to biqin-san..
''walao, how old alr still q and take photo with pikachu. act cute sia, hahaha~ i help you take instead.''
sorry for biting back at my own words. =x



HAHA, SUCHA BITCH I AM, I KNOW. 
at least i didn't spend $33 to get these. *coughs coughs*
better start running, before someone starts chasing.  

then back home, to bath and change.
HAHA, GOODNESS I MAD DUA PAI. 
okay luh, made 4 guys to wait for me only, drive in to wait at carpark/ void deck.
including my bf who's waiting for me to be done bathing.
*flips hair; head up; stroll away*

went dinner at pioneer coffee shop. omo, nice food there. but SO WARM. ): 
then starbucks, omg, i ♥ that the most. 
sit and chill, relax. 
zzz, bf went mahjong. dont wanna tag along, cos boring to wait for him. 
YAY~ good thing jon had a car, managed to go other places. 
although it's just nearby, better than WAITING. ^^;

hais, had a small argument with bf. mahjong again and some random things. 
he said smth hurtful. gave me the feel he didnt trust me enough. 
teared. argh. fcuked. 
but it's over, gave me a big hug with kisses, said sorry. too. 
(: 


~~~

SUNDAY IS JUST SLEEPING AWAY. 
met up with kopi for 1st meal of the day with bf. 
then to jcube, then to jurong point. 

espresSOUP is mad awesome. ♥

then met up with bf's army frds too. 
gathering place: my house void deck. LOL. 
then went to teck whye for a drink. 
been going to teck whye SOSOSO often~ 

xoxo
sachikoyiping

 
 
Current Mood: happyhappy
Current Music: scandal - harukaze
 
 
drippin_blood
21 May 2012 @ 10:01 pm
THERE'S A DECISION TO BE MADE. BUT I'LL FORSAKE IT. 

nah, not a big decision afterall.
just whether or not i wanna go for my N3 prep jap class, since i have exams coming july. 
i doubt i can take it, because I'd be technically studying my sat away until 4pm. 
YOU MAD BRO? LOL. 
monday to fri : 830am to 6pm ; sat : 10am to 4pm. 
even I made it into class, i can't concentrate. =\

so, decided to forsake it. 
just gonna borrow notes from my buddy & self-study. 
HAHA. HOPEFULLY LA HOR. 

xoxo,
sachikoyiping


 
 
Current Mood: thoughtfulthoughtful
 
 
drippin_blood
21 May 2012 @ 01:17 pm
weekends are awesome, especially after working for a full 5 days week.
cut some slack, meet up with friends.
enjoy and have fun, share some laughters.

FRI, 18/05/2012
went to meet my BFF, Hazel at jurong park's mac!
for dinner, catching up & studying japanese.
i love such moments. ♥



then movie at LOT1 with the saturday peeps.
mother fcuking boring movie. although it's only a 78mins loong movie.
 but still i wasted my $10 on it. LAME.SHIT.
but my friend's son made it lol. *inside joke* HAHAHA.  ♥


hehehe  ♥
spend my friday with loves and laughters. :D

xoxo,
sachikoyiping
 
 
Current Music: BIGBANG - Fantastic Baby
 
 
drippin_blood
18 May 2012 @ 12:15 pm
It's May & finally gotten myself a job after a few months of being jobless.
back to tradehub 21, but this time it's blk 18.
13days into working in this company.
small scale office & i think people here are nicer compared to the previous company in this area.
although there's one lady who is constantly on my nerves.
i guessed i'll never like her.

the feeling is weird. haha~
when im home, not working, i'd rather be out working.
now im working, i'd rather be home.
working life means no life. no matter which jobscope you're in.
cos 1/2 my time is taken away.
working part-time i get flexible working hours but lesser pay. 
working full-time i get non flexible working hours but higher pay with incentives.
lol, things cant be perfect~
 
 
Current Music: andy love - time machine
 
 
drippin_blood
17 May 2012 @ 10:30 pm
hmms, i guess im back to blogging. 
so i have a place for me rant other than twitter itself. 
things has been happening recently. 

giving me a bumpy ride of emotions. 
but i guess at the end of the day, everything goes well after all? 
 
 
drippin_blood
26 March 2012 @ 11:47 pm

強顏歡笑也會有累的一天。
我的微笑不代表我無所謂,沒有打算,沒有思考。
現實沒有那麽簡單,談何容易呀。

這種原地踏步;沒有方向的感覺,我 討 厭。
因爲我會覺得自己好爛。
好想出外走走 換個‘心情。

I am never good enough. 
when im home, & i help with what i can. 
end of day, what i get is ''this is expected of you'', ''it could be done better, more can be done''
if i doesn't help, and try hanging out more often or late..
''so you think you're staying in a hotel?'' , ''what is home to you?''

my dad, if he feels cranky, he gets unreasonable,
YEAH MY FAULT. 
my mum, nagging & nagging. asking for more, not fulfilled.

YEAH MY FAULT.
my bf, he irritates me, i got pissed off & not picking up calls.
YEAH MY FAULT. 
myself, at this age, fulfilled nothing, life's wasted. 
YEAH MY FAULT. 

friends,
do i even have a friend whom i can really trust? 
do i even have a friend whom will be there for me? 
are they really my friends; buddies or just acquaintance? 

im not good with words, and im loud, so i offend ppl more easily, i guess?
im not good with socializing, so i don't have many friends. 

LOSER, i know. FCUK IT. 

我另可孤獨一個人,我行我素。
少了點煩惱,多了一絲的快樂。

 
 
Current Mood: crushedcrushed
 
 
drippin_blood
27 February 2012 @ 12:01 am

痛過,才知道如何保護自己;

哭過,才知道心痛是什麼感覺;

傻過,才知道適時的堅持與放棄;

愛過,才知道自己其實很脆弱。

其實,生活並不需要這麼些無謂的執著,

沒有什麼就真的不能割捨。
 
 
drippin_blood
24 February 2012 @ 11:58 pm
i don't update my blog often. 
or rather I'm always in here when i need a space for my unspoken thoughts. 


got rather cranky or grumpy recently, over some issues. 
but in a corner of my heart, I'm just glad I had someone. 
Someone who I can throw tantrums at.
Someone who accepts how lousy I am. 
Someone whom I can lean on & hug


& I just hope, for all the best. 

 
 
Current Mood: blankblank
 
 
drippin_blood
31 January 2012 @ 01:43 am
Silence Is Golden ; 
Ignorance Is Bliss